I can't seem to stop my nightly binge drinking, my liver is sore most of the time, my parents suspect but have gone the way of David Sheff, and every morning I'm determined to stop. I've been through two inpatient programs, too many outpatient programs to count, AA (makes me depressed and angry at the other members for being so depressing), and I've had a withdrawal grand mal seizure. I just finished Beautiful Boy and I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I don't know, there's worse aspects to it all, so many that I don't even want to get into them. Any help in finding help would be helpful.