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Black Tar Heroin
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Oct 14, 2010 6:36 PM
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Hello my name is Brittney. I'm only 17 years old and turn 18 pretty soon. I am a Heroin addict. The first time I tried Black Tar was at my friend Laurens house. I occasionally messed around with coke and I went over there with $30 expecting to get some. I would have NEVER thought in a million years that I would've tried heroin, let alone become a full blown addict. Heroin is probably the most addictive drug and gives you a feeling of self-worth and makes you feel like all the pain and stuggles in your life are gone. Heroin is the best high in the world.
Anyways, at Laurens I was offered to smoke some heroin. I had no idea how to do it or even what it was going to do to me. I have never shot up (injected) heroin and I promised myself I will never. Although I have built quite the tolerance to it and need to smoke $60 worth to get high and last more than one day, I refuse to put a needle of poison in my arm. The method of smoking heroin is sort of a art form. My friends and I joke about how artsy heroin is and setting it up and smoking it percisely. How to smoke heroin: you will need, tin foil, straw or opened pen, heroin of course, and a bic lighter..they work the best. I am not here to make you start doing heroin, trust me that is my LAST wish. I need you to be put in my shoes and understand the process of heroin and how it affects me.
So I was sitting on Laurens bed with her best friend Hannah. I was sitting there with a dumb expression on my face and completely clueless on how to smoke it. So they showed me. You lay out a piece tin foil and even it out on the dull side (helps the heroin trail better) you put a decent amout into a ball and place it on the foil, then you light the bottom of the foil and hold the foil at an angle and inhale the smoke through the straw.
I will never forget the feeling of heroin. It's almost unreal. EVERYTHING goes away. EVERYONE fades. all the pain runsssssssssssssss. I vomit almost everytime I do heroin, I don't know when to expect it but it happens and I have lost 15lbs because of it. My parents recently found out because a friend of mine did it with me and got tested and ratted me out. They are so protective and are making me get cousling, I don't want to go. I want to smoke heroin and get high. Someone help me, before I lose everything...
I would appreicate if you respond with insight or similar stories.
<3 brit
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